Tonight, tears visited my eyes,

     I wish you where here to dry them.

Tonight, I feel so lonely,

     I wish I could spend it with you.

Tonight I looked at the stars,

     I wish I was counting them with you. 

Today I realised what you really mean to me.

     Tonight I whispered I love you.

    

I wish you heard and said

     "I love you too".

I wish I could see you,

     I wish I could touch you,

     I wish I could hug you,

     I wish, I wish, I wish.

Amongst all, I wish I could see you smile.

     which is worth a million wishes come true.

Your presence in my life .....

You walked through the door,
       and your presence filled my home.
You walk out the door,
        and my home feels empty.

Please walk through the door often,
         and fill my life with your presence. 

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You keep walking through the door.
You are a presence in my life.
I love having you in my life.
You make me smile.  
You make me happy.

You don't crowd my life, as I don't crowd yours.
You allow me to be me.

You are an amazing person,
I am blessed to be part of your life.

Almost 4 You Are ...

Little Angen Bubbner,

December 2012, you will be 4 years old.  How very fast the time has passed, and how very quickly you have grown.  I have watched you in the last 7 months, and in front of my eyes, a little princess is growing into a future queen.

Your eyes tht can dance with being so naughty, but I want you to be naughty, for that means you are a healthy little one.  When those eyes light up, and I can see what you are planning to do, my heart melts, and this ouma encourages all things.

Your smile, so wide and so bright.  Even the sun's glare pales in comparison.  You have your ouma's heart in the palm of that little hand. 

If I can "place an order" for your future my little baby girl, I would order a future for you filled with only good things in life.  I would order a world filled with laughter, with sunshine, with happiness. 

I would ask that your heart never experience pain, that your life never experience loss.  Health to see you through your life until your life is spent here.  I would order a husband for you that will treat you like the princess you are.

To this ouma, there is no greater love than the love I see in your eyes, when you say "Ouma, I nove you nots".  Ouma knows you cannot say the letter l, and it is so endearing to hear you say those words.  To see your little hand hold your heart.  I love you Julie-Ann.